The Nature of Man
Copyright 2007 Clayton Kinnelon Greiman
We should all adopt the credo of that wise queen
Who
declared herself adjunct to no man, Lest
we, in the manner of her mother, Be
beheaded pursuant to their lusts. I
am not a mouth! If
you want the sum of A
being to be a mouth, Then
seek out a Half-starved
dog, Dip
your dick In
peanut butter, And
have him suck You
off! I
am not a mouth! I
am a heart, a soul, A
brain, A
tempest of emotion Raging
for the cause That
you refuse to See
me. So,
turn the lights Down
low, Tell
me of your ‘Love’, Say
open wide, And
I’ll oblige… Just
so I can bite the Goddamn
thing Off! I
am not a mouth! Pride
needs to be swallowed, And
a surrender of some sort Needs
to occur. The
greater the amount of will One
abdicates, The
longer the man shall linger. Nice
enough in Theory, Until
the novelty Act
of mouthing A
conduit of Bodily
waste Wears
thin And
one is left With
a mammal Of
relatively few Virtues. I’ll have no more of men, Or bats, or sheep, Or kittens. From this day forth, I’ll suck myself off And be as merry As any man may be. I
wish I could Conjure
A
man to kiss And
then send him On
his way… For
if he lingered He’d
start to unnerve, Asking
for this or that, Wanting
his meals fixed, His
clothes laid out, His
dick sucked, And,
in general, To
have all things His
way. So,
I’ll conjure a man Just
to kiss And
then turn him back Into
the clod of earth He
was meant to be. Like
a paper boy Of
a certain dragon’s lore Men
enter one’s life, Bearing
gifts and smiles, But
like Jackie Paper, They
grow bored And
must make way For
other toys. Their
idea of adulthood; Is
moving on to their next fuck. But
integrity is forever, Not
so little boys Who
think themselves men. One
grey night it will happen; Jackie
Paper will come no more… And
if you are wise, You
will thank God That
your cave is free of him. Each proves himself a liar, Echoing what has been said before, Perhaps by his father to his mother, In a passion that never lives for long And always produces monsters For its children. I
once imagined That
if a man Came
inside me, I
would be infused With
the most primal Part
of him… And
thereafter I’d start To
look or act like him I
viewed being fucked As
a form of Transfiguration, But
fortunately I
found no pleasure In
the process… And
I turned from that path Before
I became something I
was never meant to be. A
statistic. Men/Nuclear Mud Contagious Oozing Destructive Soulless An
abstract Concept That
fell Into
a vat Of
feces And
grew legs On
which to Stand. A
man’s eyes Or
a spider’s web, To
be caught in either Is
prelude to life’s end. Pair
two gay men who have been individually razed by the world, And
they’ll tear one another apart in a manner more vicious Than the world could
ever conceive. Men
fascinate me, And
yet I loathe them For
the cause that they Cling
to weakness And
wallow in their flesh. Biological
warfare, An
incurable plague. We
need something To
cure this world Of
the affliction Of
man. I
do not understand them Any
better than they understand me. A
darkness falls between us From
the instant that we meet And
never lifts until I’m alone again.
Drink
from Life That’s
too often Tinged
with Death. Obeisance
to worship And
be full. My
Fidelity I
don’t want another… Can’t
stand another… Don’t
need another… Couldn’t
be paid to have another… Get
sick when I think of another… Man. Letting
a man six inches inside you May
just put you six feet beneath him. Men have caused me to psychologically
castrate myself. Whoever says that
being a gay male is a conscious choice as opposed to a predetermined genetic
trait is: either a man himself, the
recipient of a lobotomy, or the resident of an insane asylum. I would have rather hit puberty lusting
after a donkey than to be stuck lusting after men, for they are the most lowborn, asinine, and useless creatures on
God’s green earth. All that being said, I’d make out with a
good-looking one in a hot minute. * My intellect speaks wisdom, but my gonads
speak folly…and it is the gonads that, generally without fail, win the
war. That, my friends, is the joke of
the universe that has been played upon all mankind. *Footnote: By ‘make-out’, I mean intense sessions of
kissing…and such sessions would only occur if the man didn’t smoke or drink, had
an endowment less than six
inches in length, wasn’t wearing boxers, and had recently taken a
shower. Such
sweet faces Those
boys had
Pas Une Bouche!
To Love A Man
Oral Sex
Satisfaction
School of Black
Magic
Little Jackie
Paper
Promises of Men
The Rationale of
The Fucked
Mankind
Similar Deaths
A Simple Truth
Love/Hate
Apocalypse
Men
Blow Jobs
Open Door Policy
Cosmic Mockery
Young Men
Whom
I have loved.
If
only their souls
Had
been as sweet,
They
might have
Proved
some use.
When
I bring a man
To
orgasm,
I
am as a child who
Purposefully
overturns
His
cup just to see
The
liquid flow along
The
floor.
As
the child loses
All
interest in the spill,
So
I lose interest in the man.
I
go on to find a new plaything
And
yell for mom
To
come clean up the mess.